Ughhhh

I did not get the position;( I am really bummed and actually kind of surprised. I did my student teaching there, subbed for half a year and taught with the reading program for a year. I had two teachers in the district put in a good word.

The principal said I had a great interview but they hired someone who had experiences I didn't have. He also said it was a male teacher- which is very irritating because that is why they hired him. There are no male teachers so they usually have a leg up.

I just don't know what to do. It sucks to sub and we just can't afford to have my measly sub pay with my husbands job, it's too hard financially. I can go do something else, but what? And how?